Sunday, May 13, 2007

i had a dream...

A few days ago, i had a dream about a friend of mine passed away... the dream was really really weird.. i did not exactly dream of how she died.. But its like when i started to have the dream, i found out that she passed away from her mum while i was visiting her... Her parents weirdly, did not look very sad.. u know y...cause her parents showed me the things that they found from the things she left... and guess wat was that.... It was full of vibrators, dildos, condoms, handcuffs.. and watever sex toys u can think of... and there is like millions of them! Her basement, attic, and at any hiding secret spot, all u can find is sex toys... hahahaaa... In the dream, it was really weird la k... cause this friend of mine is not that kind of person.. but i dont know why i can dream of her having those kind of things... heehheehe... Its so blardy weird k... In the dream, all i see is sex toys... soooooooo soooooo many of them... piled up as high very high.... hehehee... But i remembered being so sad when i found out that she died la... i was really sad k... cause she was one of my closest friend in high school... sighh.... The dream felt really true n real... that i was practically sobbing when i found out that she passed away (in my dream la) .. I was soooo relieved when i found out that it was only a dream... cause i still love her alot... Not lesbianism love but i really do care for her alot.. even if we were to lose contact like 10 years, i would still help her in everyway i could if she needed me... i'll do anything anytime for her... But she is a very independent person... very mature.. more mature than me.. so i think i would be the one asking for her help first.. ehehehe... But now, we r not as close as before adi due to our differences in friends circle... but its still ok.. i still love her.. hehehee...

ok, i know i crap alot... wat to do..just tot of posting something up... hehehee...

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