Friday, June 01, 2007

Fairy Tale Ending...?

Have u guys always think that ur love life will have a fairy tale ending??

I used to think so when i was new at relationships and when i was naive...

Now... HELL NO MAN!!

Ok, lets be fair k...

U meet someone that u love adoringly sooooo much... u feel like u wanna marry him/her... after being more than 5 years together and u still havent get married to that someone u love... trust me, u guys will be doomed soon...sure break up wan... even though lets say u guys manage to get married, isnt it just feeling obligated to marry that person? cause its just responsibilities u have..that u think u just have to marry that person cause u r so used to that person being around..so might as well marry la.. right?? So wanna marry someone u love, just marry that person at most after 3 years of courtship.. or else u r doomed.. trust me, i know.. i've been there before..

Another situation...

Ever thought of prince charming? Like u know, snow white stories, cinderella that kind of bullshit? I bet most of you girls always dream that one day prince charming will come save u from ur pathetic life and sweep u away with him right? Eh, i dream of that too la.. But how possible is it to get a prince charming come saving u? mind u, my prince charming definition is he's good looking, fucking rich, treat u nice, adores u like a princess, but his character wise, u wouldnt know..cause u r sooo blinded by his charm n the love that he's giving u.. but its a plus la if u get someone which has good character, loyal n honest... what if he doesnt?? then u r fucked isnt it? I think its bullshit that such man still exist k... Ok, so what if he's really a prince charming? After u guys got married..do u think its really a fairy tale happy ending like the stories in cinderella, snow white n shit? Hell no!... Once u get married, hell will come take over! Hell starts to break lose when u start to argue bout money... or he will start to cheat on u or u will start to cheat on him... yes, women does cheat nowadays.. its a fair world now... especially when he is good looking, its hard to take care of him k... cause u know, nowadays alot of gold diggers, sluts n whores like to look for married rich men! Cause they r so stable.. thats y women like that likes married man!

and as i know, older men r really fucking horny guys k... as i've said before in my previous entry, the older the men r, the hornier they get cause they r bored with one pussy and their dick gonna malfunction soon, thats y they start exploring different pussies...

and i find it sickening that men actually go look for prostitutes... its not like i look down on prostitutes la cause i know some do it because they have no choice... but then, its still sick to go look for prostitutes... imagine their pussy has been fucked by so many guys before... like old disgusting guy that cannot get laid, wrinkly dick... or worse, maybe the dick has lots of infection and u wouldnt know it... and u go look for prostitutes? Those doctors would know wat i mean (imagine all the DNAs, baterias swimming in the pussy, URGGHH!)To me, only lame men goes for prostitutes because they r probably too scared to find a gf, or they r too ugly to get a gf or to get laid... and girls, imagine ur husband or bf go for prostitutes and they come back fucking u.. putting his dick that has been into a dirty prostitutes (God knows how many disease r in there) into ur nice clean pussy... eeeeewwwww... disgusting right?

ok, i know i've gone out of topic..but wat the heck.. have to get my point across ma... As i've said, so what if u got married like a fairy tale ending.. when u give birth, there's another problem... more financial problem.. more shit will happen.. like what if your kids dont turn out as good as u expected.. what if ur kid turn out to be someone useless... thats y i say, there will never be a nice fairy tale ending in a human life... probably there is.. but i think its only like 1% of the population in the whole world... the more i think, the more i dont feel like marrying... it scares me... this world has too much sins n temptations... nothing is safe n sure anymore cause no matter how angelic u r, u will still slip n make mistakes.. seriously, if one day i get married to a man that doesnt cheat on me or i dont cheat on him... i think its really a blessing from God... and which means i've picked up a gold! yay! yeah.. dream on.. >_<

To be honest, i do sound like im sick of relationships right? Actually no! i love to be loved by someone... but i just dont have confidence in my love life anymore... my love life never been easy on me.. i went through lots of complicated shit in relationships... but i know, mostly its my fault.. i bring into myself la basically... cause if i dont let a man into my life, things wouldnt happen right? But i always want to be loved... so, i have to bear with the consequences... wat to do, i dont like to be lonely!!! thats y!!!...

Sighh..i guess i blab too much adi... this blog is made out of frustration last night cause i couldnt sleep... i guess i couldnt sleep its because i got too many things on my mind to worry about... well yeah, my life is really complicated... n i blame it all on me...

Take care people.. yeah... i guess i'll be seeing all my bloggers friend soon... yay! cant wait!! 28 days more yeah... hahahaaaa....

P.S: Im not implying bout my current bf... this is just my thoughts about relationships in general... my bf very sweet la k.. hehehe... ^_^

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi there, i noobies, No wonder u so angry after post this blog, dun get mad, it happens always, remember what u write> I believe in heaven where God lives. Well believe it!

Anonymous said...

well, you can always count on things to screw up because, as you said, we're all human and there's too much temptation... so we have to stop relying on our human strength and turn to God for guidance... then a marriage under God's guidance can work out, because its not the human trying to keep it, but God.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, vent it. Bitch all you want. But make sure you act on your setbacks.

BJ said...

i would choose to disagree with your statement on the marriage part.i've been with my current gf for 6 years and countin and we are planning to get married next year.Its doesnt mean that if you dont get married after a certain period the relationship is doomed. If a relationship is not meant to be it will nvr be on matter how long the courtship has been.i have seen many instances of ppl around getting divorced after marriage.
getting married is just another form of formality to guarantee each other if shits happen to your spouse, that's it.
Just take things as it comes n chill out.Shit happens becoz of both parties and not a single person only. :) cheers

singth said...

hmm... the older the men the hornier they are ? men are looking for more pussies to fuck ? are men really just animals to you, or you just having a bad luck in meeting good men ? Or perhaps it's you that good men are trying to stay away from ? :-)