Friday, March 28, 2008

Off to somewhere peaceful....

Hello guys!!

Im excited!! Im going to fly off to Aussieland in less than 24 hours time!! In less than 30 hours i will be in Adelaide... Smelling the cold Autumn air of Adelaide that i have been missing so much! It Autumn there now... average about like 13 degrees?? SUper cool... n i can finally wear my winter clothings again! Yay!! Can finally see Michelle, Sarah n Lily.. Yay!! Can go back to the world's most awesome church! Yay!! LOL... Im going mad...

Things i must do when im in Adelaide...

1) Visit places that gave me so much memories...
2) A must to go back to Hogsbreath for its freaking delicious LAMB SHANK!!! (I still cant find a perfectly cooked lamb shank in Malaysia yet!)
3) Loads of Boost Juice!! I dont care even if its freaking 10 degress there.. I want my full supply of boost juice!!!
4) Nippy's Orange Juice!! Malaysia's orange juice.. none can be as nice as Nippy's!
5) Casino!! Muahahahaaa.... Im going to visit the casino n see all my best banker friends again... and of cuz, im visiting the casino on behalf of someone... LOL! Dun jealous k... ^__^
6) Rundle Mall & Rundle Street! A must and of cuz i would be there every single freaking day... Shop all i freaking want!! Bras n Things here i come!! Supre!! Dusk!!! Woolworths!!! LOL!! Besides, i think they having Easter Sale now right??? Hahahaa...
7) Pancake house!! Loads of memories in there!!
8) St. Giorgio... Soooo much memories...
9) Elephant Walk... I miss the tolberone cheesecake there...
10) Chinatown for buddha bar, desert shop
11) My uni... go there n pretend to be a student again... kekeeee...
12) Cocolat!! Muahahahaaa...

Sighh.... I want to go to so many places n revisit.. but im not doing it with someone i love, someone that i really wanted him to be there... cause he is too busy... sighh... kinda useless doing all those things with my parents or alone right? Those are all the sweet memories i had shared with my baby... If he's there, he can bring me go Grange Room in Casino... If he's there he can bring me go do loads of fun stuff and many crazy fun stuff... clubbing n etc... sighh... He's not around... and im all alone.... kinda pointless....

2nd of April 2008... Is the day that i have been waiting all my freaking life! To finally get hold of that freaking scroll that cost me RM300k for 3 years there and i will be walking on the damn stage for a mere 30 seconds... LOL! But i will try to be happy on that day... i have been so down lately that its really not even funny... I may look soooo fine on the outside, but im so hurt deep inside...

Anyways, gonna stay in Adelaide for 5 freaking night... definately not enough for me... but sighh... no choice, following parents... Then i will be off to Sydney on the 3rd of April till 6th...

I will wanna go back to Darling Harbour... Go to the pancake on the rocks! Lol... Go to Bondi Beach for the best ribs in the world!! DAmn man... im soooo gonna eat until i turn freaking fat... Of cuz, seeing all my bestest friends that have migrated from Adelaide to Sydney! Teck Hui!! Here i come to kacau u!!! Hope ur gf dont mind.. heheee....

I guess by me visiting Australia n travelling at this moment of my life is a good time... My life havent been good lately... things have been fucking up alot... So, i really need time to reflect on myself.. What do i really want in life... My life path... To make a very crucial decision... Being off to Aussieland n have no one affecting my decision is the best way... I hope, i will be more stable n mentally prepared for the challenges that i will face when i come back to Malaysia again...

I am so wondering... Is it so hard just to ask for a simple stable life? I dont want to complicate my life anymore.... i just want a simple stable life... I have been praying hard everyday hoping for stability in me... i just want to be stable.. sighh...

Anyways... put the sad stories behind...

YAY!!! IM GOING BACK TO AUSSIELAND!! YAY!!! Too excited already!!

Will be back after 6th April... See ya... muacckksss!! Love you guys.... and i will miss u.....

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