Thursday, April 10, 2008

What Hurts The Most?

Lyrics of What Hurts The Most by Cascada....


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, dealing with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


A nice n meaningful song i guess...

I just blardy cant sleep, gonna have insomnia i think... there is so much on my mind these days that its fucking me up... making me so extra emotional.. n im feeling that im falling into depression soon... I can just suddenly cry for no reason when im at home alone... Im going mad... Actually, i know wats the reason why i am crying.. but im just trying to deny that im crying for that reason.... Honestly, i feel like dying.... I feel like dying because i cant take these emotional stress n madness anymore... its really making me crazy.... Sighh.... i really need to be strong... change my mind set... think of a better future... i should think that its actually better this way.... I really should think this way... sighhh.... but y i still cant forget? Y am i still hanging on? Argghhhh...... Im so moodless these days that i really dont feel like doing anything at all... dont feel like working... dont feel like eating.... dont even feel like onlining... i just feel like lying on my bed staring at my ceiling whole day long n hope to fall asleep....

Seriously man... March n April is really a fucked up month for me... Many many bad, unhappy news and incident come pouring into me altogether all of a sudden.... How can i take in so many problems at one time???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FArk la k.....................................

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