Thursday, May 29, 2008

Parties, Events, Things I did last week...

Last week was a happening week for me...

Tuesday, i went to Ringo aka Cheesie get together party...

Too lazy to type many words... so just pictures for u guys la ya...



It was held at Baroque, Heritage Row KL


This picture obviously stole from Cheesie's site... :D *i look so happy here*
Its Kate, me, Steph and Ren... and they r all younger than me!!!!


We celebrated Cheesie's wayyyyyy belated birthday... and that damn cake is so freakishly nice that i ate a few pieces... Its something like Oats Cheesecake from Secret Recipe... I didnt know Secret recipe has such oats cake!!!


Picture of me n cheesie... i obviously look sooo damn tired in this picture man.... Wat to do, like i said, i've been like a zombie ever since i started working in KL...


There, this is a better pic of me n cheesie.. taken by my camera of cuz... eheheh... my camera always makes me look pretty... ^_^


This is a pic of me, Kate and Steph....

We went back quite early... cuz i was dead tired... steph was bored... Ren was tired as well... but kate stayed on....

The next day... i went to an event which i was invited... LOL...

Ok, Pictures again...


Yupp... The Triumph event... forgot wat exactly is called... But its something like a competition between 10 or 12 (i forgot) designers... They compete with each other for the best designs in Women undergarment / lingerie... The winner will get to design for Amber Chia and compete in Beijing with other designers from other country with Amber Chia as her model....


Try to spot yourself if u were there... So many people were there man...




Sazzy Falak was there... Elaine Daly as well...


Guess who r they? I have no idea who they r...


The opening dance act...


When i see this, i miss those times when i was on stage doing fashion show.... :( Now too fat for it adi.... *sob* *sob*


The model in pink wig is Amber Chia....


I like this design... (The model with the pink fan)


Very nice....

Three pics below are the finale round with the designers walking with their models...







My favourite design won...! Hehee... I did not take pictures of the award presentation nor myself as i was already in the food court eating... Was too damn hungry to wait till everything ends... No mood to take my own pics that night.. so i did not la...

Saw many people... many celebs n etc...

Hmm... im just wondering, why did i write this post? Too free, i guess... need to get distracted from something... I got more events to go... this weekend n next weekend... if i have time, i will post up pics la ya (btw, i still need to post up my grad photos... dieness...)... Wheee.... gotta go off now... Off to manicure cuz my nails r dying...

Till then... see u guys again!!!

I miss u mel... miss my family... muackksss... i will come back soon k mel... dont die yet... LOL....

Monday, May 26, 2008

Something about blogging....

Below here are the statements i took from The Obnoxious 5xmom... I love her writings and i always wish that my mum is as cool as she is...

On the 15th of April 2008, She wrote Ten Things Bloggers Wish Their Readers Know About Them...

- Bloggers don’t give a rat-ass what their readers think of their blogs.
- Bloggers are always right eventhough they lie all the time.
- Bloggers only blog when they feel like it.
- Sometimes money comes first before pleasing their readers who read for free.
- Bloggers don’t take kindly on being told what to write.
- Bloggers are not living in the same world as them.
- Money bloggers earn does not come from their readers but strangers who come by through the search engines.
- Bloggers are not their community service board.
- Different bloggers blog for different reasons, so don’t make wrong assumptions.
- Some may dig and welcome your comments, some hope people will talk less and think more.
- Bloggers are not the blog and the blog is not the bloggers. And if you cannot understand this phrase, please go sit in a corner and ponder.

I just totally agree with her statements above... Its not like i have loads of readers like she has... but sometimes n most of the time is frustrating to have readers who dont really know the real me, making assumptions of the type of person i really am based on what i write on my blog....

My blog is a place where i rant... is a place when i pen down the happenings in my life so that i can remember n look back in the future... I may sound like a suicidal, sad woman in blog when i write about my love life... but in actual fact i am never the suicidal type... life is much more than just dying la... cuz i dont need to show the real world i am sad n seek attention!!! So, i rant in my blog!

I know some people commented my blog is like a sad woman who always sound so suicidal... lol... cuz one of my friend told me that his collegues actually read my blog n ask why do i sound so suicidal n am i alright... LOL... when i heard that, i laughed my head off....

Especially nowadays, i know i have 'new' readers... my collegues... Hi Collegues... I know u read my blog.... Please re-read the statement above and below written by 5XMOM.... to understand more of blogging world... (cuz my collegues dont blog, i think)... really dont like people to make assumptions without knowing the real me first...

I had to say this.... cuz Office Politics and Office Gossips is soooo damn scarryyyy!!! Im more afraid of office politics n gossips much more than watching ghost movies or even seeing a ghost itself!!! Its actually more stressful to handle office politics n gossips than the office work itself... dont u all agree...???

Anyways, below is another post written by 5xmom.... Please re-read again n aain to get it into your head ok... (Specially for people who likes to make assumption n judge people without knowing the real person first...

When I am a blog, I am not your friend

When I am a blog, I am not your friend, comrade, chee-mui, bunch of housewives, reliable dear thelma.

When I am blog, I am not your sister, mother, auntie or long distant cousin’s auntie yadda yadda yadda.

When I am a blog, I am not your church-y fren-si, holey-moley person, self-righteous, unblemished, sugar dripping out of my mouth person.

When I am blog, I am not the regular law abiding citizen.

When I am a blog, I am not someone you can trust.

Get that in your mind.

Repeat the above a million times.

Drill yourself that if every blogger writes to please their mother, fader, sister, blader, church pastor, Buddhist monk, Hindu priest, Prime Minister, opposition leaders….then……

there will be no farking blogs worth reading at all!

Get that?

So, take a pencil and draw a bold, bright line that a blog is not a person. It is just a freaking blog for reading pleasure. Just like you can chuck a magazine you hate into the dustbin, you can just do yourself the favour of clicking the red box with white x.


Dont u all think 5xmom aka Lilian Chan is such a hilarious, fun, cool person/mother... I love her la... really....

So plase get all those in your head k!... I seriously banyak takut scary people!! Sometimes humans are much scarier than ghosts!!! Seriously ok!!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Never Understand...

My thought of the day................

I never understand why or how someone who used to love someone so much can be so cold n cruel all of a sudden...

It was a good relationship.... it was a good time... It was all sweet n roses.... it was even a good break up... nothing messy n etc...

How can someone be so cruel when the feeling is lost? I can never understand when a love relationship turns sour, how can someone who used to love the other half so much turns evil n cruel to the same person... i thought that there is suppose to be a friendship after a love relationship....

sighh.....

Im tired... Im tired of missing someone... Im tired of loving someone... Im tired of having someone who is always busy all the time... LIKE ALL THE TIME!!!

Im already physically tired everyday... i dont want to be mentally tired as well.... sighh....

But then again, im tired of being lonely... im tired of having no love.... sighh... i dont know what i want...

Like a friend told me... The best thing i should do is try to let go... try to stop missing someone for once... stop thinking of someone for once.... stop waiting for once... stop fearing of being lonely for once... stop feeling unloved... and when i can finally let go all those, The One will appear... and i will definately know he's the one cause my heart is clear... cause i have let all my burden go.... I believe what my friend told me is true.... cause i have to believe its true... as i hope to have my next the other half as my life time partner... im too tired of being in the dating scene.... like seriously... so sick of it.... SO, i guess its good that im finally single for now... to make my mind, conscience n heart clear....

I dont blame anyone for what had happen to me today... i dont blame anyone for my broken heart today... cause im the one who screw it up... im the one who mess things up... im the one looking for it.... Im the cause of all these....

But seriously man... It hurts alot when u miss someone so damn much but that someone dont miss u at all... especially when that someone even say that he dont miss u...

Hence i should stop missing people from now on.... except for my best friends!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Accident...

BLARDY SHIT....

Got into accident yet again yesterday...

Remember the last time i got into accident and i said it felt like no more virgin? Now i felt like my car got raped... +___+""""""""

But then its a minor accident i guess... but the damn car looks freaking ugly already la k...

How did it happen? Well, i was on my way driving to an inspection somewhere in KL... I was busy looking at the map while traffic jamming in Jalan Kuching turning up to Jalan Sultan Ismail...Suddenly the bitch who drove a CRV just break abruptly which of cuz i did not see her doing that cause i was busy looking at the map n tot she would at least drive a little bit more before breaking... Then.... BAM! Dieness...

It impact was quite hard u know... I thought to myself... shit man, again... die la.. this time, i dont know how bad it is already cuz it really felt like a hard bang.... I came out of my car and saw her car first... nothing happen to hers... just a little bit scratch at the round tyre looking (u know CRV, at the back of the car, hard metal, round tyre looking thingy; which i dont know wat its called... spare tyre???)...

Then i turn n look at my car...



I expected worse much worse than this... but damn, it is ugly looking enough la k...

Sien... ever since yesterday, i feel so no mood with my car adi...

Short update of my life:- Just moved into my permanent place here in KL... The condo is nice... But it looks blardy miserably empty cuz no furniture yet... no money la k... come to think of it, we dont need furnitures anyways... I always finish work, go out for dinner come back home bath then fall flat asleep... so y need furnitures huh.... My room n Alex's room dont have air-cond nor fan... So, we both had to sleep in the living for the meanwhile until my parents bring me my fan all the way from Penang... ehheee... Im too stingy to even buy a fan cuz im so damn broke now that its not even funny and also, my house in Penang have alot of extra nonsense like these... since my parents is coming down to KL soon, y not ask them to bring right? To me that place of mine has lots of mosquito la... The mosquito bites like no one's business... While brushing my teeth in the morning, they just come attacking like no one's business... Overall, i like the place... we have swimming pool, tennis court, gym, sauna... quite complete facilities right? The best thing is that i can leave my place at 8.30am to go to work instead of 7am! Yay!! It very damn near my office k... 10mins drive only without jam...

My work has been good.. getting busier these days... all my collegues so far looks like very nice people... We all even booked to go to Kota Kinabalu next year under the damn cheap Air Asia promotional fare... Only RM133 for a return ticket ok!!... We r going there end of February next year... hehehee... I know its still a freaking long time... but i guess enough time for me to get to know them better n by that time, im sure im comfortable enough to go travelling with them la right... Like seriously, the Air Asia promotional fare is so damn cheap ok!! Im going to book my flight later to visit Kuching (RM180 only!! return ticket k!!) on Hari Raya this year.. going with Mel... Then booking another one to go to Jakarta next year (RM190 only!!!!!).. which is 3 days after i come back from Kota Kinabalu... Going with Mel too... HEheeee.... Shit man, so many travels to go... MUST SAVE LIKE SHIT LOAD FROM NOW ON!!!! if not how to travel??? I think RM5K for those 3 destination is enough horr??? ^__^

MICHELLE!!! R U COMING BACK TO KUCHING THIS RAYA???? I WILL BE THERE... COME BACK LA!!! BRING ME AROUND LIKE U PROMISED!!!

Anyways, im too deprived of internet these days... i dont have a proper internet to use yet... im so going to buy the wireless broadband already... cannot wait any longer... wanted to take Celcom wireless broadband, but i had to pay like RM1k for the first month (cuz i wan to buy the modem)... no money.. so screw it... wanted to apply streamyx... but my place here dont have phone line yet... have to wait a few more months before the Telekom people come n fix it... There is Izzi, but the coverage only in Klang Valley so which means i cannot use it when i go back Penang or anywhere out of Klang Valley la... Sien... So my last resort is the Maxis wireless broadband... Yes, alot of people says it sucks... but im so desperate of internet to use at night when im home... i kinda have no choice right?? Unless anyone of u got better opinion/suggestion?? Welcome any suggesions.... ^__^

Alright... been crapping too much.... gotta go now.... back to work... and again...

MICHELLE TSAI, TRY TO COME BACK TO KUCHING ON RAYA OK!!!!! :D

~~~Love you all!!!~~~

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

(untitled)

Notice my entry this time is called untitled... cause i really dont know what should i title this entry....

Yes yes.... Im in KL now... second day of work in fact... get to online in office... yay!! Since im still new and still have nothing to do, i guess its excuseable for me to online while working??? Hehehee...

How's my life in KL so far? Not as lonely as i had expected that i would be... cause i have friends to accompany me...

My first day of work yesterday was quite an experience though.... I woke up at 6.15am... get ready... got out of the house by 7am... then i had to drive two highways to reach my working destination... I considered it 2 highways la... One is the NKVE highway and another one the damn, most jammed Jalan Kuching!!! So, when i finally reach my work place... Its 8.20 am... Took me 7am to 7.30am from house to exit from NKVE to Jln Kuching... From Jln Kuching to just Jln Sultan Ismail... takes me almost an hour!!!! Which is like less than 2 km distance ok! Or less than 5 mins distance without jam!!! But luckily im just currently staying at my friend's place temporarily until my permanent place is able to move in... When i get to move into my permanent place, i dont need NKVE adi... but still need to go through Jln Kuching... Sighh... So, can sleep extra half an hour adi.... Heheee... Like today, i came out of the house 7.15... reach office ngam ngam 8.45am... LOL... just niceeee....

My office... ok la... I think there are almost 100 staffs... and only in my valuation department theres almost 40 ppl... So, its rather big for me la... hehehee... My collegues still looks nice so far... since im still new, so i dont know who is the bitch ke or the backstabber ke or the bad one ke... but i cannot help but feel that somehow every move i make, i feel like im being watched... =_="

Anyways, enough of my ranting.... the main purpose of me writing today is to sincerely thank someone (Yes, Alex... i know i still have to personally thank that someone but i just need to type it here to remind myself next time ok!)

I would like to thank that someone for letting me stay at the person's house when i really have no where to stay in KL.... I really had no where to stay right before i come... Considering since i no longer have a bf in KL (Yes, my bf and i broke up... No rumours of anything, we just mutually agreed to break up due to lots of indifference even though i used to love him so much), i really needed to find a place to stay. I tried asking my ex-bf to let me to stay at his extra house temporarily when i really had no other choice but to turn to him (as a friend) but i was rejected kinda cruelly... which really he shouldnt have to be that cruel; but i guess he tot i was trying to get back with him??? *dieness*

Anyways, back to thanking that someone... Alex was just asking my whole group of friends (just to test them how much of a friend they r to me) whether anyone can let me stay at their place just for a few days until i get to move in... and to my surprise, the person that i least... trust me... its REALLY LEAST expected, offered to let stay at that person's house.... sighh.... When i found out about this from Alex, i was really dumbfounded (is there such word ha?)... i was really speechless... i dont know what to say... We used to have misunderstandings before when we were in Australia, therefore we seldom talk anymore since then... And after all these years of not talking... She kindly offered to let me stay... Because i was desperate for a place to stay, i accepted her offer with shame and awkwardness...

WHen i first arrive KL on Saturday evening, she was there... I feel very hard to open my mouth to thank her up till today cause i was damn too shy and feel damn too awkward... and of cuz, i was so ashamed for being so childish to her before (that misunderstanding we had, come to think of it, i was really damn childish).... So, i really do not know how to open my mouth till now... =_______="

She was and is still really nice to me... She made sure i stayed at her place comfortably... I had no touch n go and smart tag, that she drove almost everywhere to get touch n go n smart tag for me.. She even gave me directions on how to get to my office n how to get back home... many things ler... sighh... i dont know how much i can thank her... up till now, i only know how to pay for her food everytime we go out eat together, try to not do things that would piss her off... Example; putting her things back the way it was... like how her toothpaste is placed, how not to wet her toilet, make sure i bath super super clean before i sleep on her bed, make sure i dont move around alot while sleeping on her bed while she's sleeping n etc...

I really gotta start opening my mouth n open up to her more... and really sincerely thank her... Ok, i shall try to open my blardy mouth n thank her.... But i still feel so damn shy n awkward to talk to her la... sieness... im useless i know....

Also of cuz... BIG BIG thanks to Alex who helped me alot in a way/many ways... He does made me really realize how womderful a friend can be... and sometimes, they even treat u much better than your own boy friends... which is very very true... Thanks alot Alex... hehehee.... i came to realize yesterday that u actually have ALWYAS been there for me when i was really really down... e.g: u know 3 years ago? and my need for accomodation n company for this time... Ok, will forever owe u this lifetime k... LOL.... Not joking la... really thank u....

ok...

Gotta sign off now.... More updates later...

*Im like super freaking sleepy in the office every single day man!!*