Thursday, August 28, 2008

Time to Update...

As Stephy says.... I should update already ler.... lol....

LOL.... I have been busy.... Been busy with of cuz work.... someone..... events.... n friends.... lol....

Oh.. before i forget... Happy Birthday Granny.... My grandma's bday is today! and she's errrr..... i forgot how old is she....

Purpose of blogging today is to blog la... So for the sake of blogging, i am going to write about the FHM Most Wanted Women Party that i went last week.... It was a blast.... many interesting stuff happened... which of cuz, some cannot be mentioned here... ehehhee...

I get to see Simon shaking his belly at Serena C (yeah... Serena C and Pietro was the MC of the night)... got goodie bags which i think its like the best goodie bag ever! *cuz they give out a big bottle of Carlsberg gold!!!* *and i managed to take 2 goodie bags cuz i walked in n out twice* LOL.... So i got 2 big bottles of Carlsberg Gold!

There.... Picturessss.....


The queue of the night....


and as u can see, there r more guys than girls.... and damn... those guys really seem to enjoy it huh.... excited nyer....



Can see Simon shaking it to Serena C (pardon my photography skills cause i have sucky camera k!)


Me with Pietro....


And last but not least... me with a tipsy producer... lol!!! Yupp... i went with him... n so nice of him to stay by my side the whole night.... :D :D :D

Thats all for the event....

I went to the Sloggi Art for Humanity in Sunway Lagoon last Saturday as well... but nvr take pictures using my camera... cause i was lazy to take out my camera as it was raining also... So i damn no mood to take pictures ler...



So yeah.. thats all for the updates...

Oh... Does anyone have any plans on this weekend? Its a long weekend!! And i still dont know what to do for this weekend! And its Merdeka Day.... What to do on Friday night, Saturday and Sunday huh??????? Anyone have any plans at all??? Wanna go out or something??? Else, i'll just rot at home watching series.... =_____________________="

Say (All I Need) By One Republic

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but

Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head


Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?

You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head


Do you think you can find it? x3
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it? x3
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head x2

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?

Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it
_____________________________________________________________

Another meaningful song....

Im currently feeling this way....

Where is my heart?

What do i want?

Brain says no... but heart says yes...

The last time i followed my heart, i got messed up real bad.... emotionally messed up.... almost went into depression.... n i went into insomnia...

But.......... i enjoyed ur company....... we both feel really nice n comfortable when we are out together......

But......... Im still afraid.......

Nevermind..... time will tell.... time will tell.....

But i miss u though when u r not by my side......

Sigh..... Im screwed again.......... *wink* *wink*

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Things i did last weekend...

Last weekend was my bday...

Hell yeah.. The big 08-08-08... Triple 8...

Thursday night.. My bday eve... I went to have dinner with Edwin... One of my friend whom i knew ever since college years... when i was still a good naive girl... Now... sigh.. I am a different person already... even Edwin says so... :D :D :D :D

After dinner, i went to Euphoria, Ministry of Sound at Sunway Lagoon Resort... There, i only drank a glass of vodka with lime (which the bar tender blardy hell went n put vodka n lime syrup all the way... turns out sweet like fuck! Didnt he know he is suppose to add sprite or something...), 2 and half bottles of beer... And i went there to meet up with Steph, Sasha and Sasha's friends (mind you, they made me feel old)... Steph drank as much as i did n really Steph is wayyyy better in drinking compared to me... Manatau, she went drunk n puked... *swt* *swt*

Half way, Edwin came n join me... which i think he really shouldnt have came but thank God he came la... cause i freaking lost my IC that night... Steph took all my things from the table when i was out bringing Edwin into the club... and she lost it somehow along the way.... Sighhhh... But i never blame her le...cause she was drunk... so im fine with it... But i was starting to feel like damn... this is a blardy good way to start my birthday!!! My night end up panicking most of the night cause i was searching for my IC... sighh... End up, i couldnt find it...

The next day, which is my real birthday day... i went to work as usual... And some annoymous person, sent a bouquet of flower to my office... *swt* *swt*... Up till today, i still dont know who sent the flowers... but thanks anyways la ya whoever you are... After finished work, i went home straight to change n come out again for my birthday dinner... Thanks to Sue Ann.... She really made effort in organising my dinner n gathering, contacting people n all...

We had dinner in KL at Changkat Bukit Bintang in a restaurant name Baan 26 (its Thai food!! Me love Thai food!)... Most of my friends came, we had wine.. I get Vanilla Ice Cream Cake as my birthday cake! Sam gave me something worth RM250... lol... thanks alot Sam.. :D :D :D and very Big Thank You to all my friends who celebrated with me that night... Including 30 over people who sms me to wish me Happy Birthday... Im so surprised that i have so many people smsing me to wish me this year... LOL...

On Saturday, i went out with a friend whom wanted to celebrate my bday with me... So we went to Mid Valley for a movie.. Then mid way watching the movie, someone called me and its the bouncer from Euphoria! Telling me that they found my IC!!! Yay!!! Therefore after movie, we went to have dinner somewhere in Subang then off to Sunway to pick up my IC.... Happy sial k to get my IC back.... :D :D :D :D Then after picking up my IC, we decided to just go to Red Box for karaoke since we have nothing to do... We sang for 4 hours long!! of cuz, with company of Tuborg Beers... LOL...

On Sunday, I slept until 5pm.. Muahahahaaa.... It has been a long time that i get to do that wei.... hehehhee... after waking up, i called Edwin to go for dinner... HEhheee... Edwin damn sporting ler... Call him, he will terus on wan... So we went to Curve to have dinner... After dinner, we felt bored n dont know wat to do... So we went for a movie again... LOL.. this time is Midnight Meat Train... U guys should have seen Edwin's face when i say i wanna watch that movie... LOL!! He terus go stress.... ahahahhaa..... It was better than i had expected it to be... Quite a gory movie... but compared to Hostel, i still think Hostel is more gory....

And last but not least... Yes, I am still celebrating my Birthday on Monday... ahhahahaa.... Im a lucky girl, i know.. went to dinner with a guy friend after work... This guy friend of my mine whom i know from college as well... We went to curve... again.... Curve is like my hangout place man... Nothing much happen ler.. After dinner, he had to go off somewhere to fetch his friends who came from Penang... So, i went n meet Edwin again... This time ask him to come Curve la cuz his work place is just so damn near the Curve... He came over for his dinner then we went for a drink at Laundry... And many funny things happen at Laundry that i cannot say here... Later Edwin will come strangle me... LOL LOL... Me as always, ordered my Guinness Draught... And Edwin cant drink much... So he ordered... *cough* Lychee *cough* Martini.... MUahahahahahahaaaaa..... LOL LOL LOL!!! The waiter came with our drinks several minutes later... and the waiter served me the Lychee Martini n serve Edwin the Guinness... funny sial k... Shall not eloborate more adi, confirm kena strangle by Edwin adi if he reads this... LOL!!!

Well... My birthday celebration this year are much happier compared to my previous years... My worst birthday that i ever had was on 2005... This year is so far the best... cause i had good company n so many people to celebrate with... Thanks to all the dearest people who celebrated with me k... Making me so happy... HAhahahaa.....

Thats all for my birthday celebration stories... This entry is to update my fellow friends in Aussieland... I miss u guys... and u guys know who u r...

Oh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUGUST BABIES!!! People who is born in August that i know of n can remember of....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO............

Jennifer Chen on 3rd..
Andy Yap on 5th...
Michelle Ong on 9th...
My late grandfather on 6th...
Shareen Kaur on 8th...
Alvin Yeap on 8th...
Shirley Goon on 13th..
Jared on 13th...
See Mun on 13th..
Sharmila Vani on 13th..
Sharmini on 13th...
Rachel Chin on 18th...
Sue on 23rd...
My grandma on 28th...
Kristina on 31st...

Who ever that i forgot.. Sorry la ya.. forgive me.. im writing this on 3am wei....

OK, i gotta sleep now... damn sleepy already... Tata... Adios... Ciao... Love you all!!!

P.S: Im going to FHM Most Wanted Women Party tomolo at the Loft... Who is going???

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Emoing 3 days before my bday....

Am emoing today... dont know y all of a sudden so emo...

I was emoing really bad last thursday at work that i actually burst out crying in the office... then i realised, i never cried for 3 long months already... thats a long time for me... record breaking wei... lol...

I was too stress at work last thursday... that i burst out crying... crying about y is life so difficult when its actually easier... (ok, i dunno wat the hell im saying here) but watever...

Then i started smsing someone whom first pop into my mind when i was crying... too bad that person is not mine... nvm bout that...

What am i emoing about? The usual thing i guess... i start to think alot then i started to emo... Sighh....

3 more days to my bday... and i still dont know what am i going to do on my bday...

Im secretly hoping to celebrate my long awaited bday with someone special.... but sigghh... who is that someone special??? I cannot think of anyone who is special to me right now... (special as in someone i love)... sigh... sigh... sigh...

I am so emo la... EMO EMO EMO EMO.... But i dont know why or wat i am emoing about...

I seriously need someone to think of when im lonely or occupy myself with... But am so scared to do so... Im scared to be in a relationship for now...

I tried to like someone or have a crush with someone... but even if i do, wats the point la... cuz i dont want to be in a relationship for now... I am so scared... So scared of being hurt again.... If im hurt again, u all will be reading all my phychotic emo blog entries like wat i wrote 4 months ago... i dun wan to be so emo again la... i dont want to be so hurt again... sigh... sighh... sighhh....

Am emo sial....

I am so wondering myself... When will i be ready to fall in love in love again???