Tuesday, June 22, 2010

If only...

If Only............

I could change my past...
I could change the year 2001...
I could change the year 2005, specifically month of February...
I could change the month of October in 2009...
I had went to Australia and never come back to Malaysia...
I could change the stupid decisions i have made...
I could convince my the other half to move to other country... cause i hate my life in Penang... (Penang is generally a nice place for normal people.. but for me, i have nothing in Penang)

And most importantly, If Only I Could Have You... sigh...

Everybody has this saying that We cannot change our past but we could change the future... but what if the decision that we make to change our future will actually ruin our future?

There are many times i wish i could just let go everything im building with my the other half so that i fulfill my dreams of living abroad... but that would be a silly thing to do... cuz i will be all lonely n i know i will feel regretful cause i will lose someone this great... Is it worth it to lose genuine love, possibly of losing that only someone that would ever genuinely love you for who you are for the rest of your life, for something i selfishly love to do with my own life such as becoming a stewardess or living somewhere abroad and etc... and then end up being lonely...

Last but not least, this is the question i ask myself everyday...

Is this the life i want?

I dont even know myself...

All i know is that i have been feeling very sinful n regretful for the stupid decisions i have made in the past... I am never the type to really regret the things n decisions that i have done... but to date, i have deepest regrets on 2 things... And i still feel so bad...

Im so sorry... Just so you know, i love you deeply...

Could have been seeing u next month... sigh...

Coulda woulda shoulda...

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Hennessy Artistry @ QEII 2010

Damn... So cannot believe it that one year has passed...

And its Hennessy Artistry at QEII again in Penang...

Here is the thing... Hennessy Artistry Events are held 5 times a year... 4 times in KL and 1 time in Penang... So basically once a year in Penang only... And i went for Hennessy Artistry in Penang last year

And when i look back at last year's photos, damn... time flies... and many things has happened in this one year... groups that i mix with is also different already...

This time around, i invited my bf's friends to go along so that my bf wont be bored.. he doesnt like clubbing nor partying n noisy places... he prefer peace n quiet life... and as for me, i can actually count the times i go partying... My bf knows i love Hennessy Artistry so much that he only allows me to go to Hennessy Artistry Events... :) The last time i went out for the purpose of partying was Hennessy Artistry at The Opera but ended up didnt really party at all due to some mission i had to accomplish.. Now this time of QEII have to party all out! Hehehehee....

Ok pictures time...


Entrance!


Queue up and got tagged and party!


This is where u can mix ur own Hennessy and be creative!


Crowd of the night!

I came in late as i was waiting for bf to finish work... so i manage to take these photos of the performers...







4 gays of the night...


Groupies!


Girlies!


Me and Jen! Muacks!


U see, no free flow whole night... so we bought 3 bottles of Hennessy cause we couldnt get enough of it! >_<


Best Picture of the night! See... So much different from last year's group!